Sigh of Relief

On Sunday afternoon, Sparkle suddenly started having issues supporting her weight on her remaining rear leg. To save you all the worry I went through for two days, she is now much better. Apparently, all she needed was to spend a few hours and a few hundred dollars with her oncologist 😉

It is hard and stressful to have a dog with a life ending disease — because you never know exactly when that disease process is going to be life ending. Sparkle should have months but I know well that what should happen isn’t the same as will happen.

And so I spent two days thinking she wasn’t getting those months. Never mind a bounce — she literally wasn’t even getting a hop!

But Sparkle was happy with bright eyes and no apparent pain — wtfork?! She just could not support her rear end. Not a 911 and so we waited until Tuesday morning when the oncologist was back at work.

I cannot say enough good things about the specialists at WestVet Boise. Sparkle’s oncologist, Dr. Sparkles (so named for the sparkling clogs that she always wears), is so responsive and patient-focused. I sent an email, she responded.

I teach an in-person class at Boise State on Tuesday afternoons and so Sparkle spent the afternoon with Dr. Sparkles and her team yesterday. They determined that she likely has some peripheral neuropathy from last week’s chemo. It is an unusual side effect from the particular chemo agent she received but it can happen — btw, aside from some tiredness, that was her only obvious chemo side effect.

It is already better — she is hopping again this morning 🙏

Those two days of worry reminded me of the importance of never, ever making a big decision in a panic.

Apropos of nothing and everything…

Source Unknown

One of the fun parts of a new house is discovering what is already here — like all these flowers that just appeared!

Capella with the surprise tulips

Happy Spring 🩷

Scenes from the Yard

Lori had this made for the MN National Specialty a few years back and now it has a perfect permanent home.

The dog on the flag is Zoey, Capella’s great-grandma 🩷 I took that photo in Montana at my house. Yes, it had a beautiful view. No, I do not miss that haunted house at all.

My perfect Boise yard got even more perfect — I surprised the kids with this yesterday.

Berkeley with Sparkle and Capella

It is a BIG hit 🏆 In fact, they insisted on having dinner in the loft and then hanging out playing on their Switches wrapped up in blankets (and my sweatshirts!) as the sun went down.

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Who wears it better?

Sparkle continues to do well but still needs the donut because she has not fully healed from her bout of licking. I have promised her a real donut when her penance donut is completed 🍩

Happy Saturday, Friend ❤️

An Easy Choice Can Still Be Hard

We are on a quick adventure.

Sparkle had chemo on Tuesday and so far, so good.

This is new Grand Master Draft Dog, Bright Star Zuber, with Alison at the recent North Carolina Draft test.

John McCune Photo

Such a lovely photo of a talented team 🌟

I have made the decision not to attend the upcoming National Specialty (in Gettysburg, PA) for a couple of reasons. First, I am unwilling to leave Sparkle behind and it is not a trip that she should make at this point in her life; she has to be the priority. Second, the timing of the Specialty is not good for what I hope is in store for Capella and the planned N Litter (🙏🍀).

Sad 😔 but it just makes sense to stay home, all things considered. I will miss Lori’s lasagna and hugging all my friends and so much more.

Sometimes the right decision is still a really hard decision.

Sigh.

Happy Thursday!

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