I do best when I have things to look forward to — like the Tracking Test we entered for early April in Boise. Having that goal structured and shaped my training for the past few months, and yes — the test is canceled.
Understandable, of course, but also understandably disappointing.
Life with Covid-19 involves a lot of loss. The obvious one is loss of life but there are so many smaller and accumulating losses.
It is okay to acknowledge that losing opportunities, events, and goals is sad and hard. Please don’t make things worse by minimizing your personal losses — they are real and they matter. Just because it could be worse doesn’t mean it isn’t crappy and griefworthy.
And so let’s recognize that the loss of dreams and goals is tough. Let’s also acknowledge the choice it forces on us — to give up or to go on with faith and hope towards something we cannot yet see.
Those of us who track with dogs know well that feeling of marching on without a clue about where this is going — who knew we were practicing for Covid-19?!